Despite the fact that she removed the dollar sign from her name, Kesha will always have this dollar sign tattooed on her hand.

“It [losing the $] happened after I went to rehab for my eating disorder,” she told Refinery29. “I let go of my facade about being a girl who didn’t care. My facade was to be strong, and I realized it was total bulls–t. I took out the $ because I realized that was part of the facade. It was a journey and I’m happy — that was me in that part of my life. But then I turned a corner — but I still have a f–king tattoo of it on my hand. I’ll have to figure that out!”